yyyyaaaawwwwnnnnnn

You know how early in a pregnancy you go through a very tired, run down sort of phase? That time where you just don't have one ounce of energy even though you slept all night. And then you transition into a phase that is more about eating anything and everything you see and you are no longer as exhausted as you were. Yeah, I've been through both of those. Now I just WANT TO SLEEP!! ALL THE TIME!! I am utterly exhausted. I can barely keep my eyes open. I laid down on Natalie's bed for five minutes and could barely bring myself to get back up. With the first pregnancy it wasn't that bad. I could always just go lay down for a while. With the second it got a little harder. Still, it was just me and Natalie and when she would lay down to rest or watch a movie, so could I. Now there are two little monsters running around the house, and believe me, they NEVER rest at the same time. It's like some kind of sisterly rule, "thou shall never be still at the same time". All I want to do right now is go lay in my bed right in front of a fan on high, curl up under the comforter, snuggle with my many pillows and sleep until I can't sleep any more (or, more likely, until I have to pee again). Even as I type my eyes keep wanting to close. It is taking all my will power to keep them open. So, if this post doesn't make any sense just blame it on my half-awake state. Yaaawwwnnn!!!